Hannah Shaw knew something wasn鈥檛 right when she first began her postsecondary education at a university in her home province of Ontario. Following the plan she had created for herself for after high school 鈥� to become a psychologist and get her PhD 鈥� she quickly learned that she was not passionate about psychology.
鈥淚 thought, because I wasn鈥檛 enjoying my classes and was consumed with stress, that I wasn鈥檛 meant for university,鈥� she says.
The courses she was taking and the co-op she was placed with had her feeling miserable. Even during orientation week, a week that鈥檚 typically full of fun and excitement, she knew she had made the wrong choice.
鈥淚 feel like we often 鈥榗lick鈥� with our chosen universities. I never had that experience [there].鈥�
Hannah鈥檚 first experience at university led her to believe she must just dislike university. As she had always identified as someone who loved school and learning, the stress, tension headaches, heart palpitations, panic attacks and other symptoms she suffered had her feeling heartbroken and lost. She knew she needed to change things.
Hearing about her stepsister鈥檚 positive experience at Dalhousie, along with Hannah鈥檚 interest in Halifax and the east coast, she decided to take a leap of faith and leave Ontario for Nova Scotia.
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 think too much about it, I just did it because it felt right. It was easily the best decision of my life!鈥�
Ethnography, the gateway subject
Having switched her plans to be a psychologist to instead pursue a career in social work, Hannah decided to begin that path by getting an undergraduate degree in sociology at 黑料吃瓜网before moving on to pursue a master鈥檚 degree in social work.
Hannah says that she didn鈥檛 expect to enjoy sociology and social anthropology (SOSA) but when she took Martha Radice鈥檚 ethnography class in her second year, she discovered she absolutely loved the subjects.
鈥淢y passion for sociology grew when I took the required theory course. As my degree progressed, I found myself getting more and more proud of and interested in my major. I went into honours because I thought it would better my chances of getting into grad school but expected it to be really difficult and stressful. I couldn鈥檛 have been more wrong; it was easily the highlight of my degree. It made my time at Dal really special and gave me a close relationship to the faculty.鈥�
She took her growing interest in sociology and applied it to her own life and surroundings when choosing her honours thesis topic. Hannah, who has ADHD, noticed a lot of stigma around her on campus and a lot of intolerance from her peers towards neurodivergence 鈥� for example, getting easily annoyed by people who talked too much, overshared, or had difficulty 鈥渞eading the room鈥�. 聽She decided to focus her honours thesis research on ADHD, stigma, and academic life.
鈥淎s I worked on my research design, I realized my experiences of stigma were significant factors in how I shaped my honours project.鈥�
Hannah looked into the idea of 鈥榤asking鈥� 鈥� how someone may hide or conceal ADHD symptoms/behaviours. She found that fidgeting, talking too much, and 鈥減assive listening鈥� were the most common ways people masked their behaviours. She describes "passive listening" as listening but not appearing like you are (looking away, playing with hands, etc.) as opposed to "active listening", which was described as looking at the speaker and 鈥渁ggressively鈥� nodding the head.
鈥淎ctive listening was associated with demonstrating respect, so participants tried to do it all the time, but it took so much energy and focus that participants often had a harder time paying attention because they spent so much time trying to look like they were paying attention,鈥� explains Hannah. 鈥淲hile stigma was prevalent, most participants had strong ideas about self acceptance and didn鈥檛 see ADHD as a negative trait. Rather, they often found it was something to celebrate as it made them unique. Sometimes it even felt like a superpower!鈥澛�
Hannah, who graduated from Dal in spring 2021 and is now working as a mental health support worker, still has her sights set on a master鈥檚 in social work degree and plans to begin her graduate studies after a year or two of working. She adds that she would like to work with people with disabilities who have higher support needs, or in geriatric social work.
鈥淚 think getting my degree at Dal has given me such a unique education that has changed the way I look at social problems and how situations can define the way people operate.鈥�